What's up guys? Welcome back to the pod. Happy Monday. Hope everybody had a fantastic

weekend. Guys, I need to be honest with you about something.

I absolutely loved the past two weeks of my life.

Like, I just need to share because I feel like we, you know, I feel like, well a couple of things.

First of all, it's not normal to say, oh, I'm really loving my life right now.

I think especially with women, it's like considered to be boastful and I don't mean to boast at all I just like have been I don't know if you remember but in the beginning I kind of went through some wobbly times this year I was feeling not so good and I just feel so so so happy again I can't even explain it

I starting with the week in the Hamptons just being around all my friends and partying and like being honest about partying

and just loving going out and loving to dance and

DJ and have fun. It's just been so wonderful and so I am sharing this with

you in the hopes that when good things happen to you in your life or

you're feeling a swell of gratitude,

you share it with other people.

And listen, if your friends say something like, oh, you know, I'm really happy right now,

I hope that you can accept that and feel their happiness in your bones so that we can all like elevate each

other with our vibrations and I'm just really happy right now I don't know it's being in New York I feel like I'm finally making progress with the show.

I've decided that I want to make office hours like pivot it kind of slightly

and do less pop culture and really lean into like internet lore the stories of the week almost make

it kind of like an internet talk show and you know at first I won't lie to you guys

when it started I was really panicking because I was like I don't feel like I'm doing a good job this is new muscle for me

I've been work I've been working so hard to get this new era of the pot off the ground and it's like really difficult and I was really in a panic I also had

You know some bad experiences with people that I was working with and I was just like I was really in a bad way

And I couldn't talk about it because I felt like embarrassed like I had

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