here I'm, you know, I grew up in politics. I grew up at protest marches. You know, I was a kid being taken to this stuff before I even know what it was. When I was 15, the Philadelphia Police Force laid siege to my neighborhood. And all those white kids knew that they were a lot less likely to shoot us than they were our black friends.

So we had a, you know, we kind of messed with the cops.

Even, you know, as obnoxious little kids, there's, since I'm the other than Facebook.

I'm like, I'm the last guy.

I won't walk down a fucking dark alley.

I'm a fucking coward.

But there's something about walking up two phalanxes of angry cops where, you know, that's, that's just the thing I do,

which is probably really fucking stupid. And it's making me fucking insane because what's happening

right now has been coming for fucking ever. And it's the kind of thing that like when I sort of

stop and I, you you know sit on top of

my my my my hill in my ivory tower and you know smoke my galois and ponder fantasies of the future

this day is going to come and every time I have seen this day coming I'm down there in the

fucking crowds and I can't go now because I'm an old fat guy and I'm responsible for my mother-in-law who's even more at risk than I am.

And it's just like it's fucking frustrating a shit sitting inside and watching that stuff knowing not just because you want to be there.

But knowing that the whole point of being, you know,

of having a fucking fat privilege white body is to be able to stand at these things with people

who don't to help diffuse the situation and keep them safe and also to bring more eyes

onto it for people who, you know, wouldn't otherwise pay attention.

So it's, it's, um, it's frustrating, Dave.

I'm fucking frustrated.

I, uh, yeah. So I, I, uh, I think that the government may have collapsed by now if, uh, we could go outside.

I think every person on the streets,

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