Hi, I'm Willow Belden and you're listening to Out There, the podcast that explores big questions through intimate stories outdoors.

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Imagine that you're on a solo bicycle trip in Japan, a female rider on her own, independent and strong. Sounds romantic, right? Adventurous,

badass. North Americans adore the notion of independence. It's a badge of honor to be able to do

things all by ourselves.

And if you're a woman, even better.

People admire you for your bravery.

But what if you discover that you aren't as independent as you thought?

What if you can't go it alone?

Today's episode takes us through one woman's struggle dealing with intense loneliness while on her bike. I'll let Melanie Chambers take it from here. I've been traveling alone for most of my adult life, and up until now, that's how I've liked it.

In fact, it's what defines me.

As a university professor, I get my summers off, so the minute I've submitted the final marks, I'm off.

I've been doing this for almost 15 summers.

Hiking alone in Peru or cycling through villages in Northern Philippines,

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