Hey girly pot pies with the fuck's good. I'm your host Camel and you're listening to

unfazed and unbothered. I don't really have a lot prepared for this episode. I would be ignorant

to not address the row versus Wade situation. I'm completely disgusted and so this is going to be

kind of a short condensed sweet simple episode get straight to the juice straight to the facts.

But in true unfazed and unbothered fashion, a little life update this past week has been a week.

It's been great.

It has been

a scene. I've learned lessons. We'll say this year I'm really focused on getting myself where I

want to be. Mind, body and spirit. You know, I have had a crazy last few years and I haven't really

been in touch with the person that I was being if you will. I wasn't feeling my best. I wasn't

looking my best. I wasn't feeling connected to this vessel for more than for so many reasons

really. But I'm really starting to feel myself again and you know a lot of people are like,

oh, I'm tired of hearing about the weight. It's much more than just weight, which by the way,

I am down 70 pounds now. Very cute and gorgeous. So round of applause to myself.

But it's really bringing my confidence back. I look in the mirror and I'm starting to like who I see.

But it's more than just that like now that I'm feeling more confident. I'm not feeling as shy

and reserved and this almost like this sense of bitterness to me as well. Because you know,

honestly, I didn't really love myself over the past few years. And so when I was around other

confident people, though I've always preached confidence and I've always had a level of confidence.

There's levels to confidence. And I am absolutely the most confident I've been in many years

in this present moment. But over the past few years as you girls have gotten to know me,

I've not been in the best headspace and I've not felt very secure. I've not felt very happy

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