Hello, you guys. Welcome to another episode of my podcast. Things could be worse. I'm your host,

Bailey D. Drake. And if you're watching visually, things might be looking a little bit different

today, one being the fact that I am bundled up. Like it is the 24th of December and I'm waiting

for Santa to come rolling down my chimney. I'm wearing what is this thing called? A comfy? Yeah,

I'm wearing a comfy right now because it's the first of May, but it was snowing today,

and now it's like 30 degrees outside. I'm not really sure what to do with this information

because I'm unhappy here and I just can't, like I can't do this anymore. It was literally like

two weeks ago. It was like 80 degrees. So why is it so cold right now? I'm not sure. We need to

we need to call Mother Nature in for a nice, nice discussion because I'm sick of it.

Number two is the fact that I have headphones on. I've never worn headphones during an episode

before. These ones are a little bit big, but they're just the ones that I have. So I'm going to

try them out because apparently if you record a podcast with headphones, it sounds better than if

you don't have headphones on because you can like actually hear what you sound like in the microphone.

So we're testing out this theory today. I guarantee I will never wear these again,

maybe periodically because I just I can't like I I sound crazy inside of my own head.

So how do I say this in a in a good way? That doesn't sound too depressing. I'm just like

not doing good and I don't mean really like mentally like I'm just like not good. Like if someone

were to ask me how I was right now, I'd be like, eh, eh, like nothing really good is happening. Nothing

really bad is happening. I just kind of feel very stagnant in my life right now. Like I feel very

unmotivated. I feel very unproductive, uninspired. Like I literally just want to lay in bed, watch

Netflix and eat snacks and that's pretty much pretty much all I want to do. So I won't even lie to

you guys. I have been dreading recording this episode today. When I woke up this morning, I had

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