I'm trying to say this in like the nicest possible way and it's not coming to me. It's fine. Just say it as you feel. I fucking hate like that. He's the one who blackmailed me and extorted me. He was like my worst boyfriend ever. The way these just can make me cry at the drop of a hat. You just had a baby and it's postpart. Like everything, but like nothing people say will like help you. Like you still just start crying out of nowhere. Just take it day by day.

There'd be so many days

where I would feel like such a failure but then I would go to bed that night and I

would be like but I didn't drink today.

Oh?

Oh hello welcome to not love line where we answer your calls and that's all we do. We don't even talk. Yeah, we literally all we do is answer calls. We're so, so cally. I love callie. I love calling and love answering calls and I love you. I love today's vibes. We're having the best day ever you guys and we, Trisha and I have been yapping now for almost five hours.

Five hours. I'm just talking to each other. And we're finally ready to take some calls. We're ready. Call us today at this number right here. Join us on Patreon. Patreon.com slash not Loveline where it's really an extended podcast. Sometimes it gets a little actual over there. but this last one we kind of just did a little more therapy session more deep dive into

trauma that we've had together and separate. But then we did talk about queefing too. So there's something for everyone over there. The duality of woman, you know what I mean? Quiefing and trauma. Like, you can't ask for much more. And it's all there on Patreon.com slash not love line. It really is. We love taking calls over there.

We did take one call over there as opposed to the last episode where we took no calls.

Yes.

And sometimes we take them 43 calls.

You know what I mean?

And see if Tanna gets stuck in the plant over there.

It's always the second episode of the day too.

Because then I start like getting locks in the chair.

Because the first episode I'm never fighting with the plant. Well, I also think you keep pushing it back. Like, when you're, like, eating and then you come up, I think it pushes back a little bit.

Yeah, I create a little space down here in a nestle.

And, like, I have all my snacks and stuff on the table. It's just, I love it here. I've been saying all day, I live here. Like I if you're wondering like when I'm not online like I'm just still in Trisha's basement.

Yeah.

Like I never leave.

I know.

I was like I have like somewhere to.

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