I actually have my own life, you have your own life and you have to go through your process, I have to go through mine. This was the first time where we really got hit with the, oh no, there's a door here. Comparison is trying to keep creep back in. That was probably the season where I feel like we really had to fight for our relationship. It had made its way into our friendship a lot earlier than our engagements, but I think our engagements were the light that brought the exposure.

It was actually very painful in that there was probably certain ways that you wanted me to

show up for you that I was unable to.

Oh no, actually there is a deep, deep, dare I say, flaw.

I had also idolized you and idolized our friendship.

I think at that point I was like, no,

I think this is the first time I've experienced, like, a letdown.

At that time, I genuinely were so grieved, like, about our friendship

because I think certain things came to

light that was like, I just, I don't understand how this could even be possible.

Yeah.

He'll always tested in the areas that you're called to.

That's it.

We are going through it.

One thing that I actually wanted to ask, especially reflecting on transitions and what's happened this year, is as we've been preparing to get married, oh my God.

And it's a very big change. Like, you got married in March. And a lot of questions that people have around that change is how it affected our friendship.

Yeah.

So like how does, you know, being two best friends who live together, work together, see each other every day.

And essentially, for all intents and purposes, each other soulmate.

I'm just saying.

How did you getting married affect our relationship?

And I want us to dive into that a bit actually.

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