Yo, it's Nid Shubo.

Let's get your mind right Monday.

Welcome.

So I can remember my last year at Portland State.

I just transferred from Oregon State a year before as a walk on.

And I got a scholarship to Portland State and I was expecting to be the man, right?

Because now I got my shot. But I still wasn't the man. I still was third on the depth chart.

Slowly worked my way up to second. But I still wasn't seeing the results that I wanted. I wasn't

playing every weekend. I wasn't playing on Saturdays. I was playing a little bit, but I still wasn't seeing the results that I wanted. I wasn't playing every, every weekend.

I wasn't playing on Saturdays. I was playing a little bit, but I wasn't doing what I

imagined myself doing. I wasn't seeing the results that I had intended to get. But see, I was a

big hip-hop fan. I still am. That's why you listen to this right now. And I will listen to my music. And I have what

you, what I think some people call a healthy delusion. I'm delusional to a degree. Meaning,

I have the ability to see myself doing something that other people can't see physically yet in the flesh.

That means I'm a dreamer, right?

And you can call it delusional, you can call it crazy.

But I always had that ability.

And so I fell, I came across this rapper named Keishon.

I don't think he's doing too much nowadays, but he had this album out called due season.

And I remember when I heard it on the internet, I used to scour the internet for new music.

And I found this song.

It was the first song on his album called Preseason.

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