For engineer, the most interesting thing about a machine is like getting it to work.

For a scientist, the most interesting thing about the machine is like, when does it fail

and what does it do when it fails?

Because that's the edge, right?

That's where you're on the edge between what we understand and what we don't understand,

where you see the machine and it works really well for doing some things.

But then the situations where it doesn't work, the situations where it can't tell a pig

from a dog, like, what is it doing?

What happens there?

That's where you can really understand something, how the machine actually works.

Are we, yes, where are we here?

Why are we here not entirely clear?

We are misfits gross into existence by random chance with no hints at all.

As to how we're supposed to make sense of it all.

It's immensely bizarre.

Here we are.

I got to say, like, I don't think you want to do stuff like this when you've been like

listening to your own voice for like seven hours straight and like,

oh yeah, I'm kind of listening to self-talk.

You know what I mean, it's, I read it, I had sections in a book that I read an audiobook

for before and it was so small that it was like four, it was like four to six hours of work.

So it wasn't that it wasn't bad.

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