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Hello everyone in the podcast universe. This is Gayish.

The podcast that puts one in the stink and then two more in the stink.

The shocker is the worst.

It's just all stink all the time.

Might as well get that fourth one in there while you're at it.

Yeah or just don't do anal. Just don't do anal. That would be a sad lonely life of this. No, they're actually

gay people that just don't like anal. I might be one of them.

I'm Mike Johnson. I'm Kyle Gats. And we're here to bridge the gap between sexuality and

actuality. I might have given too much info up front and I regret it. It's not that I don't like

anal, it's just my butt hole's tiny. So today we're going to talk about suppression.

You're really nervous about it.

And I'm really nervous and uncomfortable right now.

Do you want to just like part the Camono and say why?

Yeah, I mean, yes and no, I do and don't and that's part of the, like, so I have depression and I, it's not something I talk about a lot.

It's not something like only my only some of my really close

for not even all of my really close friends know about it and and we're I guess anyone can download a podcast so anyone can hear about this.

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