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Full Auto Friday - Round 103

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Cleared Hot

Society & Culture

4.911K Ratings

🗓️ 29 April 2022

⏱️ 40 minutes

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Summary

Rapid Fire Q and A to finish off the week:

1. My mom and dad have cancer, affairs, girlfriends, a toxic environment growing up, how to spend the remaining time I have with my dad....

2. I have all the money I need to live, but I feel like I have no purpose and don't know who I am, or how to become what I could be

3. Is competing necessary in BJJ

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Transcript

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0:00.0

All right, everybody. Friday, time for Q&A. As promised last Friday, I'm going to open with

0:07.9

the question that I didn't get to because it was very long and I actually have two relatively

0:12.2

long or in-depth questions for today and then a shorter one. So we'll go a little deep,

0:16.5

a little dark to begin with and then end it with something that hopefully is a little bit lighter.

0:20.0

Follow it on Friday, number 103. Let's go.

0:34.2

All right, everybody. I hope that you were weak went well and that you're ready for

0:50.3

a long weekend or normal weekend. I don't think this is an extended weekend. So we'll say normal

0:55.5

weekend. Question one is a long one. Bear with me could be the most layered and complex question

1:02.6

that I've ever received. Here we go. I'm a long time listener of your podcast and I appreciate

1:10.2

the life perspective that you sometimes provide. I'm not sending this email as a question or

1:15.6

anything along those lines necessarily but rather venting to somebody I do not know on a day

1:19.9

where my brain is running on overdrive to keep it from eating itself. From last fall until now,

1:27.1

my mother was diagnosed with an early stage breast cancer. My dad was diagnosed with late-stage

1:33.1

liver cancer and we learned that my dad had been having an affair. My mother has been through her

1:40.2

course of treatment and is doing well. My dad has been through a shitstorm of chemotherapy treatments,

1:45.9

complications with his disease and various procedures he's undergone and was initially a six to

1:52.4

12 month prognosis was changed to one month at the beginning of April when he was released from

1:58.6

his most recent hospital tenure. I grew up through my formative years with the relationship between

2:05.3

my mom and dad being loveless in regards to each other but them loving me and providing me with

2:11.1

an excellent childhood otherwise. Money was not an issue and I never went without anything I needed

2:16.4

although they did withhold things I desired to teach me how to want and respectively work

2:20.8

to earn them. Their relationship was toxic and it has had a massive impact on me as I've grown older

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