How long did you actually think I will wait for you to go back to the man that I

once met? And I'm coming home pretty late these days where I could smell the regret

all on your breath. I kept begging you to change and you wouldn't listen. You knew no

matter what kind of fucked up shit you did to me. I will forgive it. I will come back.

I was in love with a place that hurts me. I couldn't escape from. I was in prison.

And now you're changing back into the man that I once loved. You know, but things are

different. Those tables are in different positions. And now you don't want it. I'm

telling shut the fuck up and listen. Locking myself in bathroom is why you bang on the door.

Like what the fuck you don't love me no more. You can't see. I'm changing girl. I'm not even sure.

I fell in love when I was that insecure girl. And I'm not hurting no more. You liked me better

when I didn't have no voice. And I loved you more when I didn't have no choice. And I appreciate

you efforts and becoming the best man that you can be. But yeah, efforts are a little bit too late

for me. Welcome back to self care and chill with Maui. I freaking missed y'all asses. I

didn't talk to y'all in days. I have been having so many goddamn book orders. Self love boxes.

I appreciate y'all so much. But on top of me having to do that y'all know I'm my son guy virtual

school. I got cook dinner for people help people with homework. People got to take a bath.

I got to get shot with child. I got to try not to go crazy. I see a lot of y'all have been

messaging the boyfriend chronicle page saying, sis, why hasn't a freaking podcast episode dropped?

Like y'all ready to what my goddamn ass. So here we are. In the midst of my living room looking like

a guy looking like a goddamn warehouse. I'm making sure that I give y'all y'all fix of what

y'all need. Whether you need me to tell you about yourself. Whether you try and laugh, cry,

or send a shit to your home girl. They need to hear it. I am here today to talk about people who

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