Hi, my wonderful sweet babies.

It's Destin' Choice.

And I wanted to get on here and talk about friendship PTSD.

Now, we know damn well that friendship PTSD is something that's never talked about.

But I'm pretty sure every single one you guys have an idea of what I mean when I say friendship PTSD

We talk about child PTSD

We talk about relationship PTSD

School PTSD work PTSD

Co-worker PTSD and we talk about PTSD regarding our mental health or

Self-Sobotaging things that we do to ourselves because of things that happen to us.

We talk about all forms of PTSD, but no one ever talks about friendship PTSD and how real

that shit is.

Now, let me tell you, friendship PTSD is not fucking fun.

For example, y'all have been a situation where a friend just some fucked up shit to you,

you saw it, heard about it, or you witnessed them do it, or another fucking friend told you about it, or another friend did some fucked up shit and put you in a bad situation with a dude or put you in a bad situation with other friends.

Friendship PTSD sucks, and it's very difficult to heal from it because there are people out there who will literally shit on you Fuck you over and fake a whole friendship for years There are some people who will pretend to be your friend because they know good and well that they can get in contact with so and so People who will pretend to be your friend because they're bored as fuck of their other friends and they want like a new friend to make them happy You know what I mean? A lot of times people will only hang out on certain people and treat them like minions. You know what I mean? A lot of time people don't really want friends. They just want someone to hang out with them so that way they're just not bored or overthinking and that way they can just ignore their own issues and their own anxiety. A lot of times people want friends because they want like some random bitch or some random bitch-ass dudes just follow them around and take photos for them.

They just want a friend that would just you know oh come with me come with me let's have fun but they really want you to take photos with them.

For example, I had a really good friend in high school who looking back wasn't really a good friend.

There were times where she would legitimately talk hell as shit about me to her other friends and then she would tell me what the fuck her other friends would say. Or there were times where she would literally ask me to come out with her. Like this one time she asked me to come out with her because she was bored and all her other friends didn't want to come and she wanted me to go to like this little strip mall outlet with her and I said yeah why not I went with her and she wanted to do all the things she wanted to do she wanted to walk around here there and I'm like oh let's look at this let's try this she was like no no let's do this instead I wanted to try this restaurant or eat at this Starbucks and she's like no no let's go here let's try this instead it's like what the fuck did you even invite me for here bitch it's like you only have me here because you want me to just fill in space because your other friends said no they didn't want to hang out with you you only invited me because you wanted someone to just fill in space or fill in a gap for you it was fucking annoying and it was this one time where you know after we were done we we went right

back to her house and i was supposed to call it uber but at the time i didn't have the money to

call the uber to just pick me up from her house all the way to where i lived and tell me why

this bitch had the audacity to just be on her phone the whole time she didn't even invite me

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