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Trains now on Uber. T's and C's apply check the Uber app. Hello everyone. Welcome back to what I know now. I am your host Amelia Leanna and on

season one I am taking you on my journey through Heartbreak, Healing and Self-Love.

This week I wanted to bring in one of my best best friends.

She is truly one of the front row people in my life.

And I know you all know how I love that saying.

We met at a beauty event, and whilst everyone was talking about lipstick,

within the first two minutes of meeting each other we had

got into a really serious deep conversation in the corner. We just instantly had a

bond and a connection and we have literally been best friends ever since.

I wanted to bring her on today to discuss friendships within heartbreak and grief.

Friendship in the tough times.

And I wanted to talk about our journey growing together as friends through each other's lives,

the ups and the downs. Plus share with you our little friendship rules,

and I'm sure we'll manage to go off on multiple different tangents along the way.

Everyone this is my wonderful friend Estelle Land. Hi Estes.

Hello everyone I don't know why I'm laughing I'm just nervous now

Really? Because we're gonna talk about real things. We are talking about real things today. Okay. We're talking about friendship and breakups. And we've been through it all girl together side by side. And we've been through it all girl together side by side and we've been through it all and some and

some seriously so in the space that we have been besties I've had three

breakups. Yes, you have. And how many are we counting? I had one major one and I don't really know if you want to count the several others that occurred afterwards.

I know there are obviously like we were talking about different types of breakups,

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