We are your new go-to girls for everything bad. Oh.

I'm nervous.

Like usually I take

I swear.

Like usually I take things as a sign and now I'm worried. I'm also nervous.

Okay. If I have a good day, I'm like, let's play a lottery that I always lose so but I'm just happy you're in a good place

otherwise I feel like you and I would just I would have raged

yeah thank God I'm in like my most peaceful era right now because I feel like I would have just had like an act.

We just lost a whole episode because we're so fucking stupid.

Again, the fact I have to say again?

This is not our first time. Okay. I know we're not blonde but like we're awfully close. So today is a very special episode. I'm really happy to do today's show. You know you guys have been with us on this show going on five years and over the course of those five years we've let you in on every little detail of our personal lives right right? Like we've talked about death, divorce, dating,

miscarriages, kids, kidney stones, whatever it is,

we've brought you in, you know?

And I think Tracy, the one thing she's tried to keep a little to herself is her

private like personal her dating life yeah and I understand why she does that, you know,

she's been through a lot in that category, you know?

And it's so weird because I put everything out there.

Yeah.

But like, when I put a relationship out there it's overly critiqued so I

always try to keep it to myself because people love for it to go wrong and for

them to be like ha ha ha another one one, it's her, she failed.

And I'm like, I like, honestly, I have to say,

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