and so imperfectly. And there's a freedom in it. The imperfect. There's a freedom and the

imperfect. Yeah. I've had a priest tell me. He's like, he's like, among the lilies has been for me

what seminarian was, like the seminary. He's like, you gave me the female section that they didn't teach me.

Oh, wow. He doesn't have sisters. And he's like, he said that it was weird, but even

his phone, he, he's like, I even would delete episodes and whenever I got in my car, it just

played. And the Lord, it was always something that I needed to hear. He's like, like, among the

lilies taught me how to relate to women in the pew. What does that do for you in your heart? What does that do for you? Praise you Jesus. Yeah. That's why it's there. Yeah. But like, I want to cry. Isn't that so beautiful? And you too. People have told me they've homesteaded because of you because of our episode yes do you remember when we did that my turn

my turn the pile my turn turn the manure episode yes that was so beautiful and amazing like that affected people

oh wow okay I can do this like just the next thing like just get up in dirt yeah yeah yeah plant a seed

yeah plant a seed exactly I said that to my hairdresser

actually the other day she was like said something about not being able to you know

do something she's got a little tiny plot and she's like oh I love sunflower I told

her I was flower farming love sunflowers and I was like you know sunflowers are the

easiest you just I mean you just

drop the seat maybe bury it a little bit if you need to and you'll have a 12 foot tall sunflower

and she was like oh really is it that easy I was like yeah just you know make sure there's a little dirt

and it'll do its thing that's amazing and just spreading hope with that right and then everyone

walks by the sunflower it's beautiful and amazing yeah and with that right and then everyone that walks by the sunflower

it's beautiful and amazing yeah and they're colossal so it's like I don't know I love huge flowers

because it makes me think of how big god is yeah it is goodness and beauty yeah and bright like a big

old sunflower came from this little tiny little tiny seed and a flower head like that. It's amazing. And it's so humbling. People that say, like the other day, someone told me, they're like, I quit my job because of you. I'm a stay-at-home mom. They're not me, because of this, because of the podcast. Because of what she heard. Yeah, because of what she heard yeah because of what she heard so it's really the

holy spirit that's incredible it's totally the holy spirit absolutely and here's the thing

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