Thank you for listening to this to Genesis 30 together again tonight. I am so excited about some things that are unfolding in my heart regarding this particular teaching.

I've been talking about epigenetics and worship and I'm not going to talk as much about the epigenetics

part tonight because I have a tendency to get really wrapped in that one and that one can be fun for me.

I'm going to do some more teaching on that a little later on.

I had a medical doctor that listens to our podcast, send me some really

cool stuff by way of email today. So thank you Dr. Lightfoot for sending that. I'm going to go

into some of that and study some of that out. It was really pretty cool. But I have

about, I think I have at least four more of these teachings that are going to connect to

this and they're all around this thing.

I know they're still passing those buckets but I want to make some progress here why they are.

They're all around this thing.

Beholding is the means of becoming, which means striving is not, which means trying harder is not.

Beholding is not a means of becoming.

Beholding is the means of becoming.

It is the intended means of becoming.

And as you and I escape self-shaming, we will escape self-shaping.

And I want us to really dive into some of this particularly tonight.

Self-shaming will continually cause you to try to pick up the tools and work on yourself.

And the moment you take the focus off of the one who is the prototype and you put the focus on to yourself, you enter into a naval gazing

that will create a real sense of counter-production inside of you. And the enemy would love for you to see areas

that you need to work on and believe that you are at least for a season your

own potter and you're not you're simply the clay

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