Welcome welcome welcome to episode number 90 I believe of the eavesdrop podcast.

This podcast is brought to you by ExpressVPN and Gabby and I'll tell you a little bit

more about them later on today we have my man formal it's been as I'm pulling up the

original podcast that we did it's been a good three two years August 12

2019 a lot of change in some actually yeah a lot of change I mean you were here

for a bootcamp I believe yeah that's when you were on LG yeah bro such a

different vibe no thing about it yeah I fucking like I like didn't like being

here back then that was like like like it wasn't like a fuck you thing but it

was like a like this like like him saying like yeah I was like I don't belong

here yeah yeah yeah is that I used to yeah yeah but now it's like I run this bitch

yeah yeah it's like how did you think I felt I was like man that's my boy right

there he's he doesn't he doesn't feel like he belongs here it's good point it's

good point you know it's crazy about situations like that is that I had the

saying is that guilt follows that the person that he the person that left yeah

the guilt will always lie with the person that left not the guy that not with

the one that got left but in this case it wasn't that because we knew that

you were in a position to where you were just like mental mental health is

gonna is gonna rain supreme on this one and even to LG and we're even more

fucking depressed what a weird wake up call that was yeah I thought I was

escaping some toxic shit and then turning this more toxic shit yeah and I was

just saying that just worked it out bro yeah you know what right before this

podcast started I said that we were not going to be talking about Call of Duty

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