Hey guys, welcome back to another episode of the Blondest Podcast.

I'm your host Savannah Boda.

And I am your co-host, Tyler Jacobi.

Aw, cute.

Okay.

You never say your last name.

I've said it every single time today.

Okay, but I know, but you usually don't.

Yeah, it's cute. But now it'll be like a month of them

hearing it so you're just randomly being like oh anyway we're gonna talk

about just the industry and trying to fit in and I did a lot of things to myself because I felt like I had to.

I mean, I just felt like an outsider so if you're a baby

Esti listening to this podcast episode this is for you so this industry

everyone has perfect skin, hair extensions, lash extensions, lip

filler, like it just seems and this goes every filler.

Yeah, not just lip.

Bow talks, I mean everyone just looks perfect and you know I was an esthetician really young and I was broke and didn't have a lot of money and I remember going to apply at these medsballs and like just looking around to everyone else that worked there and like feeling like I just like did not but wouldn't fit in because I had no filler you know I had forehead wrinkles I was still breaking out at the time and I mean I just I

wasn't super skinny and I just felt like I wouldn't be good enough and I

remember being really intimidated there There was a small here called

It's a secret meds ball and I swear like every girl that works there is like a 10 like they're all hot

They all have fake boobs. They all have you know skinny waist like they all have, you know, skinny waist, like they all have long blushes hair,

lash extensions, I mean the whole nine yards, like they're just, when you think of like a Barbie doll, like that's what they looked like and so I remember feeling so

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