I someone who has coached many parents through low percentiles or weight concerns

immediately felt worry. Wait what's wrong? She dropped from the 15th percentile to the third percentile panic mode.

Since that two months visit I have been in panic mode.

The feeling of feeling that she was flawed.

When everybody around me said she was perfect and cute,

this feeling that something was wrong with her

when my social media followers were telling me that she was so beautiful.

My anxiety was in the front seat and I was losing joy. I was losing

connection because I was panicking about her weight and feeling that she and I

were not enough.

Welcome back to the show.

It feels so good to be back recording these solo episodes for you.

For those of you who don't follow me on my social channels I had a baby

Vera who is now five months at the time of this recording and she is such a joy

and the last five months have been She is such a joy.

And the last five months have been quite the adventure.

I had a traumatic delivery with my son

and postpartum complications,

so I did have some anxiety leading up to her delivery, but her

section we had a scheduled one was so redemptive. The C section couldn't have

gone more perfectly, but I did develop the same post-partum

complications I developed with my son, which is a rare condition I was to find out after having it

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