God has to break the thing in you that you rely on for strength

so that he can build you spiritually to rely on him.

That's my word.

So this week I was, this week and I was, um,

man, I was kind of just pissed off, bro.

Like Friday, you know what I'm saying?

Just with so much going on.

Like, we never know what people be dealing with.

And it ain't our fault.

We're not supposed to.

Everybody did what they think different.

But a lot just had been going on.

And I had a moment why I asked God is my vision too big I asked God this I said God like I think that every visionary

and every person is where I should have a healthy dose of delusional.

Right.

I think you should have.

My thing is I always, like, I love my delusion because I make it become a reality.

Right.

And I had to ask God, I say, God, like God like damn like all this going on you know the

building had kind of pissing me off you know we restructuring some stuff I got some

outside issues that I'm dealing with that serious um you know just you know it you know, it just was a lot,

I just sat back where my lady, she's in, she's in huge.

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