I would not have continued in a relationship ever knowing that you existed and I didn't ever try or like there was nothing ever there like I don't like saying meant to be because then it just sounds so like me but it's nothing else would have ever worked out on my end it never would have I would have never looked at you on my wedding day and like you just be in the crowd you know what I'm saying like

knowing that nothing had we'd never tried anything like please speak now or

forever hold your peace wait oh my god Wait! Hello everyone welcome back to my solo road it is Sydney coming to you from

Baja California which is technically in Mexico we crossed the border

yesterday so we are chilling on the beach right now there might be a

little background noise that you can't decipher that is the waves we're parked

like on a cliff overlooking this beautiful ocean honestly it's splendid right now it is

me Henry of course the dogs and then Bree and Sean chasing the wild goose on Instagram and Katie so we bought a van.

Basically it's our whole quarantine group and yeah it's kind of the long awaited I guess guess not too long, but definitely the awaited episode where Henry and I sit down and we chat about our relationship.

We had a couple of drinks, we turned the lights down, we just had seven candles and we tell the story of how

things progressed from our two-year platonic friendship to now this lovely serious relationship and just kind of all the details in that

who started the conversation who kissed who who did what we kind of dive into that and then the second part of the episode is a

Q&A. I asked you guys on Instagram to ask me some questions that you wanted to know

about us if we're merging vans and kind of what our future plans are, things like that, we answer all of that good stuff.

So we will dive into that in just a moment.

I know a lot of you guys will have questions. Sorry I'm jumping

back and forth between these things, but I know a lot of you guys will have

questions about crossing the border into Mexico, how the experience was with the

dogs, what happened, and I will do a whole episode on that specifically coming soon

But I just want to make sure I did I just kind of brushed over crossing a border and going into Mexico at the beginning of this and so I know a lot of you guys are like wait a second what how did that happen or how did that work

So I promise I will be doing an episode on that but today we just get to enjoy Henry and I having a precious conversation, one of my favorite

episodes to record, because who wouldn't want to record an episode with your

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