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org slash podcast to learn more. And the more I read up, the more physically sick. genuinely,

it was bloody hell like. I do research on weird subjects, dark subjects every fucking week.

Without a doubt, the worst things I've ever read. I've never been exposed to anything like that before. I mean, it was just, it fucking blew me mind. It was upsetting. And part of us thought, you know what, don't do the video. Don't actually, don't breathe life into this sort of sick, horrible shit. But also, then it was like, it made you realize, like, just how sheltered we are. Like, because you say things in the news, man, jail, but you don't actually understand the fucking real dark details of it. And the reality is that, like, these fucking vampires, these sick fucks, they're walking around just, you know, in plain sight. And I think one of the reasons we're not exposed to the details of what these people do is the outrage.'re trying to quell it that when they're giving these slap on the wrist sentences to all these people they don't want you to know the truth because then we'd go fucking mental and I believe there's some weird reason why government are so lenient with this sort of stuff to be honest I think there's a reason behind it and I don't know what that is but it's unnatural the way these lot get treated. And a lot of people, when they do videos about this, they leave out the worst details for multiple reasons. I mean, it's such a hard thing to read, and a lot of people don't want to get demonetized on their YouTube channel. And I thought about it, and I thought, no, I'm going to fucking read it. Because people should know what the fuck is going on and how bad this stuff is. And like someone might be offended that I'm raiding it out.

I'm not meaning to offend anyone.

I don't want to offend anyone, of course. Not, especially not on a subject like this. But you shouldn't be offended by me reading something like this out. You should be offended by the fact that it's happening so much. And more so how it's being dealt with by the police. because this case, the police could have stopped him from what he was doing years before they did and they just turned a blind eye multiple times this was reported to them and they did nothing. And when I read out what he actually did, if you've not heard it before, it's going to fucking blow your whole mind. Now Ian Watkins had pretty much everything a man could want in life. Money charisma talent he had attention from women and he used

this adulation that these women had for him obviously being a big singer in this band you know what

women are like with these boy bands and rock stars they worship them and he specifically found some of

these women who were young mothers who had little babies and he gave them that attention so he could gain access to their children and the fucking crazy thing about it is as crazy as it is that someone would do that it's just as crazy if not more crazy to me that these women were willing participants who offered up their children to him and got involved with it all. Obviously, you understand predators exist,

but you think that goes against every human nature,

human instinct possible in a mother

to hand your child over to the devil himself, basically.

It's disgusting and it's mind-blowing.

And what I found weird when I was looking at his life

is, like, there was no major red flags early on. He seemed to be very loved as a child by his parents. He had no financial issues. The one thing you could say is his father died. But like people's parents die all the time. It doesn't mean that they're going to turn into this. And his mother then remarried to a church pastor. So it wasn't like there was no male guidance

there he was a straight A student at school everything seemed normal and obviously he loved

music growing up and he was in a few rock bands before eventually forming the lost

prophets with a good mate of his and if you were a fan of like new metal and alternative rock back in

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