Yo, what's up? This is your girl, Z.J. Narc. Wow, it is, wow, it is 12.30. I have to do the

Capricorn Aquarius and Pisces video and I have a nail appointment and I have to go see

my parents who I haven't seen in like six days so you know they're pissed. But all I can

do in this Scorpio moon hell that we find ourselves in where I just told you in the

fucking daily not to say anything to anybody and just fucking shut up. Here I am doing this

pod because that episode last night fucked me up. Yo, how do you live most of your life thinking

that you're somehow unique and then some fucking show about teenagers drink something? In one hour,

completely dismantles what you thought was your personality? What? No bitch, like I am not

just triggered, I'm troubled. If you don't know what I'm talking about or what we're talking about,

I'm talking about euphoria. And the other reason I started watching it, like I told you I would,

is because people kept telling me how much I was like this other character. Now it is true that on

the outside, I'm just like that other character, Maddie. In every way. But how much of a

mind-fuck to start watching something? Because you're being compared to this really empowered,

beautiful girl. Just everything about her. On the show, off the show, I'm just a super fan. She's

amazing. I think her name is Alexa Demi. I'm very late to this party. So those of you who are

like nodding aggressively because you've always been a fan. I didn't watch the show because I don't like

to really like watch stuff about kids. I didn't realize how adult it was. I didn't realize it was

basically like Game of Thrones with drugs. Once I realized that, I was like yes, I'm on board,

but also why are they 14? Like, can't they just be 18? But okay, anyway. I also can't be that

adult because the thing that's alienating kids right now is that we are shocked by the fact that

these are 13, 14, 15-year-olds. But what I like about the show is that the person who really has

the worst drug problem is someone who is dealing with grief. And I don't think that we give

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