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Sober Cast: An (unofficial) Alcoholics Anonymous Podcast AA

ESH: Ashley S

Sober Cast: An (unofficial) Alcoholics Anonymous Podcast AA

AA Podcast

Mental Health, Health & Fitness

4.62.2K Ratings

🗓️ 3 February 2024

⏱️ 42 minutes

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Summary

Ashley S is sharing her story at the Thursdays All Welcome Speaker Meeting held in November of 2023. I just added an event that is happening very soon (9-11th) in Texas, The Texas Al-Anon Alateen Conference details here: https://scast.us/texalateen Update on the discussion survey from the last week, I was surprised by how many people responded (thank you for doing that) the vast majority were in favor of it, so I am going to move forward with it. It will be a private forum, that was in the lead by quite a bit followed by discord then a facebook group and all the rest after that. It surprised me a bit I was thinking it would be discord but it was a distant second. It will take me a couple of weeks to get it set up, forums have a million settings to tweak and Ill make it as private as I can. I will let you know as soon as its ready, again thank you. If you have any AA or Al-Anon event coming up let me know I am happy to help get the word out. https://scast.us/events Email: sobercast@gmail.com Support Sober Cast: https://sobercast.com/donate AA Event List: https://scast.us/events If you have an AA roundup, retreat, convention or workshop coming up, we would be happy to give you a shout out here on the podcast and list the event on the Sober Cast website. Visit the link above and look for "Submit Your Event" in the blue box. Sober Cast has 2400+ episodes available, visit SoberCast.com to access all the episodes where you can easily find topics or specific speakers using tags or search. https://sobercast.com

Transcript

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0:00.0

Hello and welcome to Soebecast, where we provide AA speaker meetings and workshops in

0:11.2

podcast format.

0:12.2

We're an ad-free podcast and if you enjoy listening,

0:15.0

please help us be self-supporting by visiting

0:17.0

sobercast.com, look for the donate link

0:20.0

and drop a dollar or two into our virtual basket.

0:22.0

We hope you enjoy the podcast.

0:23.7

Have a great day.

0:24.7

I'm Ashley and I'm an alcoholic.

0:29.3

I'm actually.

0:31.3

So when I was asked to speak at this meeting, I coped a quick resentment against Jose,

0:41.0

just momentarily.

0:42.0

I forgive you now.

0:44.0

Yeah, this isn't my favorite thing to do is get up in front of people and speak.

0:50.0

I struggle with panic disorder or panic attacks, and anxiety like really bad.

0:55.0

But when I first came into the rooms, my first stint was in 2018 and I was told when you're asking you a service don't say no.

1:05.0

And so no matter how badly I want to say no,

1:09.0

that's always stuck with me and I say yes and you know I can't grow if I don't walk through things that scare me and things that are fearful

1:19.3

So I'm standing up here today

1:26.3

for just that reason because I couldn't say no and I appreciate you asking me to be up here. I wanted to start off, I'm not going to

1:31.0

read a bunch out of the big book I promise, but I wanted to start off with one story that really resonates with me and more about alcoholism.

1:39.0

One of my nicknames is Jay Walker and that's a part in the big book and someone with

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