My dad always told me that life begins on the other side of this here thought

What the fuck am I even doing right now?

If you weren't thinking that every once in a while then you ain't living

I don't think me in a freezing studio apartment with my dick out was what he had in mind but it most definitely had me thinking

what the fuck am I even doing right now the photographer was

snapping away but this felt less like a photo shoot and more like a game of endurance.

Try not to look so uncomfortable.

Says the woman wearing a fucking coat.

She snapped another picture than Laura the camera.

Do you want to stop and take a break?

Nah.

Nah.

Let's finish this.

When we finally did, I put my dick back in my boxes and reded my pants.

Jasmine handed me my turtle neck and socks.

I really appreciate you helping me bring my vision to life.

Thank you, Er Eric. I nodded. My teeth

chattering too much to speak. She went around the apartment, closing the wide

open windows while I put on my boots.

When I looked up, she was,

she was in front of me, handed me an envelope.

I took it and thanked her.

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