All those questions about a future

that you don't control started crippling my heart.

And I had never dealt with anxiety,

I had never dealt with panic attacks in my life.

I didn't know, I thought I was going crazy.

I didn't know what was happening to me.

I thought I was having a heart attack,

drive down the road.

I'm like, I'm too young to have a heart attack.

That can't be it.

But my heart's about to beat on my chest, you know?

That's what it felt like.

I pulled over on the side of the road

and called my wife on the interstate.

And I was like, I don't know what's happening in my heart.

I'm sweating in 30 degrees outside.

My heart is beating out of my chest.

And she's like, go to the hospital.

I don't know, she don't know what's happening to either.

And so I learned soon, it was like, oh, that's a panic attack.

And I would irrationally have those for years ahead

out of nowhere they would happen.

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