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The Bubble Hour

Erica C. Barnett, author of QUITTER

The Bubble Hour

The Bubble Hour

Health & Fitness, Mental Health

4.7560 Ratings

🗓️ 6 July 2020

⏱️ 60 minutes

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Summary

A must-listen episode for anyone struggling to understand chronic relapse. Erica C. Barnett had her first sip of alcohol when she was thirteen, and she quickly developed a taste for drinking to oblivion with her friends. In her late twenties, her addiction became inescapable. Volatile relationships, blackouts, and unsuccessful stints in detox defined her life. By the time she was in her late thirties, Erica Barnett had run the gauntlet of alcoholism. She had recovered and relapsed time and again, but after each new program or detox center would find herself far from rehabilitated. “Rock bottom,” Barnett writes, “is a lie.” It is always possible, she learned, to go lower than your lowest point. She found that the terms other alcoholics used to describe the trajectory of their addiction–“rock bottom” and “moment of clarity”–and the mottos touted by Alcoholics Anonymous, such as “let go and let God” and “you’re only as sick as your secrets”–didn’t correspond to her experience and could actually be detrimental. With remarkably brave and vulnerable writing, Barnett expands on her personal story to confront the dire state of addiction in America, the rise of alcoholism in American women in the last century, and the lack of rehabilitation options available to addicts. At a time when opioid addiction is a national epidemic and one in twelve Americans suffers from alcohol abuse disorder, Quitter is essential reading for our age and an ultimately hopeful story of Barnett’s own hard-fought path to sobriety. Host Jean McCarthy's blog UnPickled is at www.unpickledblog.com. Learn about her latest book releases at www.jeanmccarthy.ca/books

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0:00.0

I own it, I did that, not proud, but that was me, and when I face it, I take back a little dignity, not looking for excuses, I just want to be free from power.

0:23.0

Weakness had on me.

0:25.4

Free, free, free, free, free.

0:29.8

Hello, and welcome to the bubble hour where real people tell real stories of addiction and recovery.

0:39.9

I'm Gene McCarthy, recovery author, blogger, and podcast host.

0:43.9

I've been chronicling my adventures in life after alcohol since my first day of sobriety over nine years ago in my blog unpickled and in books like the Unpickled Holiday Survival Guide or the newly released poetry collection, The Ember Ever There.

0:58.4

I tell my story there and I hold space for your stories here.

1:02.9

My guest today is Seattle journalist Erica Barnett.

1:06.6

Erica is an award-winning political reporter who has written for a variety of local and national

1:11.8

publications. She now covers addiction, housing, poverty, and drug policy at her blog, The Sea is for Crank.

1:19.3

Erica herself is a woman in recovery whose long and winding path to sobriety is the subject of her

1:25.1

new book, Quitter, a memoir of drinking, relapse, and recovery,

1:29.7

which is out tomorrow from Viking.

1:32.2

And Erica joins me today from Seattle.

1:35.0

Erica, welcome to the bubble hour.

1:36.9

Thank you, Jean.

1:38.3

It is so nice to have you here today.

1:42.2

Your book opens with you waking up, broken and bleeding to hungover and

1:47.4

or drunk to go and clean out your desk at the job from which you've been fired. And it's a rock

1:52.0

bottom moment by any definition. But you tell us that it's your fourth or fifth rock bottom. And

1:59.6

you've quit many times.

2:01.6

But as the old saying goes, quitting isn't the problem.

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