What's fucked up is before I introduce you I quit coffee last January and now I am back on coffee and I have a love hate relationship with it I never did any drugs my whole life and caffeine is the only drug ever really done and I drank it every day of the month of December last year and it made me

Hiped up dehydrated shit myself want to take a nap. I love that feeling I love that feeling I live for that feeling and so now I'm back on it. I don't know fucking why I'm on it dude. It makes me jittery

I don't know what to do I think I'm addicted to something. What's the benefit?

Makes me feel alive and shit shit. That's what it is. That's the benefit. But I feel alive anyway. I'm high in life anyway. Well, you know, I say harm reduction. Drink water. Limit your, limit the intake, know what's gonna happen.

You know, I tried to manage addiction for years,

and eventually I did have to surrender and stop.

Yeah, how many years you've been sober for now?

30.

Holy fuck.

I know. I just want to let you know.

I got clean in 1990.

And if you know, or your listeners know the history of L7 and who our

associations were through the 90s can you imagine I was just most of the time

knocking at bathroom doors saying things like are you guys okay

hello I just watched that dark again and I see I saw you were chilling within the

people you with and rest in peace a lot of them and all that anyway let me think you

should first welcome to the podcast one life one chance podcast I'm your

host Toby Morse save a very very special guest musician photographer

designer maybe even like direct you kind of narrated that dog I don't know you do a lot of things you have many hats Jennifer Finch thank you for being on my podcast

You're a badass too and I learned so much.

You're about and my wife grew up loving your band and the music and my wife was into the

Riot girl and all that stuff and I went and saw all those bands, every single one of the bands from that world and

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