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Episode 8, Engage with empathy.

We live in a world where people want a problem solve.

We're uncomfortable with ambiguity.

But what if there are no answers, no resolution? Imagine waking up every day with the looming sense of unknowing, and that unknowing becomes the only thing you do know.

Where the presence of the absence pervades all your waking moments. That's what it feels like to have a loved one vanish without a trace.

It's a unique category of loss coined ambiguous loss by Dr. Pauline Boths, where ambivalence rains and emotional closure is impossible.

My family lives in a paradoxical state of grayness where nothing is black and white and the passage of time only

darkens the shade.

For families of the missing, time does not heal all.

Quite the opposite.

The deep personal impact of Mars disappearance is nuanced for my family.

It changed us, our outlook, our life trajectories in a moment.

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