Some days are terrible. You wish that you were dead and some days are magical like

great banana bread. Someday we'll be friends with the voices in our heads

the voices in our heads

Hello everybody welcome to the voices in our but holes, I mean heads.

Congrats on not killing yourself.

I'm your trusty host Christina Marie Hutchinson, and I'm feeling depressed. I'm very I'm

depressed yesterday I was depressed and then today I woke up depressed and I was like oh I see I'm

still depressed well I'm still depressed.

So I'm just gonna eat shit for breakfast.

So I had an almond milk chai, and it's filled with fucking sugar

y'all, and I know that.

And then I had a poppy seed bagel with butter and

I just consumed sugar and butter and bread today and that did that make my

depression better? No, it didn't. Okay, it didn't. It made it worse. But did I kind of want to make it worse? Kind of yeah. I don't know. I haven't been bummed in a while. That's what I call depression. The

bum bums. I just can't get off my goddamn ass. You ever have that day where you just can't get off your goddamn ass?

I want to. I don't even want to. I don't know. I'm trying to figure out what it is because I'm all self-aware and

shit so this episode I'm gonna be I'll talk about a few things but I'm gonna read

your emails about mystical experiences because I'm just trying to improve my own mood.

And then if it improves your mood too,

sick!

I can't tell.

I went away with my friend Donna this past weekend. It was wonderful. We got there and we're both

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