The All right, Mary.

Rock and roll to me, it's just about having that sense of abandonment

and just going for it, just rocking out. That's so the

opposite end of who I am because I'm afraid to be messy. I mean you guys know me I'm

not like, rah right, like I have been been missing those were very dark times for me the people

who I loved weren't loving me and I found solace and comfort in something else

when I first came out there was some tension between my mother I was getting the love that I needed from.

Designer drugs like Special Kay.

I know I'm thankful for my drag mother for pulling me aside and being like,

okay, you become a monster. Like, come down.

You were doing too much.

This is not who you are.

And it took, realizing that I was in the mess and that demons can take you somewhere

but you don't have to stay there.

You can come up out and just move forward.

It's that string that got me here. you can come up out and move forward.

It's that string that got me here.

So this is kind of a throwback to the Miss Bliss Years of All Right Mary.

This is a moment of a

course for Miss Sahara Davenport. Yes, the late Sahara Davenport.

Yeah, which you know it was especially watching that speech

and some of the things she had to say this episode

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