It's hard going to be hard going to me.

to me that's not where she is.

I feel her more in her home than I feel her there. Three years and it hasn't got easier.

I hate going there.

It is cold, it doesn't matter if it's in the middle of the summer,

it is absolutely a cold place to be.

I shouldn't be standing there looking at my sister's face on a piece of concrete.

Two. of concrete. To tell her just,

just little things.

things.

Nobody or nothing can ever take her place.

Never. I will sit here and the anger will build up. I definitely want him retried. I want

Jessica to have justice. Justice, that's all I want, you know, I don't want nothing but that, you know.

Everybody does.

That was Jessica Chambers' sister, A.J. her mother Lisa and her father Ben. I'm your host Beth Kerris, and this is unspeakable

crime, the killing of Jessica Chambers.

I'm a former New York City prosecutor and correspondent for court TV, now called True TV.

For almost two decades I covered trials across the country and I've been following Jessica's case for a long time and I'm part of Oxygen's television series of the same name.

This podcast had followed the case as we examined Jessica's death, the search for her killer and the trials of the attorney. the

the search for her killer and the trials of the accused. To recap where we left off in episode six,

as the verdict was about to be read,

there was an outburst in the courtroom from one of the jurors.

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