Hello everyone and welcome back to episode six is it of let me ruin your life with Serena Shaheidi it's me Serena I am here alone by myself in my room

This podcast is going to be out late. I am, first of all, there's construction in the background. I live in Midtown. What are you going to do? The odds are stacked against me, certainly,

in terms of having a quality episode of this podcast out.

But if you're listening to this,

then I thought it was good enough to post,

because the last time I recorded an

episode by myself I did not think so I actually recorded the same episode like

three times and then I was like let me just not do this and not feeling it.

But I think this should go okay even though I'm recording it Thursday evening and I usually post it at midnight on Thursday.

So I'm already like a day late, but I've been depressed as always you guys know me you know what it's like to live that

glam demon 2004 life that glamorous depression life.

It's so fun. I feel like you guys are like so

strangely and acutely aware of my mental state.

Someone DMed me Tuesday on Twitter.

And I don't think I tweeted anything particularly concerning Tuesday.

I'm just kind of always tweeting vaguely concerning things.

I don't think anything was out of the ordinary.

They messaged me, girl dot dot dot dot are you okay? I'm actually serious

please don't kill yourself heart. I need the next podcast episode. I don't know what made that person think that I might kill myself, but I mean I think we're all, we're all feeling that.

We're all tempted.

Please, no one had me involuntarily committed for that.

But yeah, I saw a tweet the other day that was like,

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