All right, Mary.

You said something that really touched me, which was that you thanked. You thanked a little Shay.

Yeah.

Because now I'm a modified version of that really authentic three-year-old that existed.

You know, before school and kids and being bullied and all of that, that three-year-old was fierce and fearless

and just so dynamic. And I lost a lot of that light going through a lot of experiences and life.

And I've had to hold tight on to that. going through a lot of experiences and life.

And I've had to hold tight on to that true blue individual that would go in and put on Mama's bathing suit.

Right.

And be like, hey, hey.

All right.

So I picked that as this week's clip of the week

because I felt like, I mean, I've heard, I've heard, I've felt that sentiment before, that idea that there is this authentic self as a child that we have.

And then over the years, it kind of gets worn down by school and things we learn from our families and things we just pick up from being in society.

And so it's like a, it's a, it's a sentiment I've heard before.

But what stood out to me is I feel like drag is this opportunity, drag is this really

visceral opportunity to rediscover that self, to rediscover that sense of play and creation and even like fierceness, so to speak,

that a like completely, I don't want to say, unaware, but unaffected child would have.

You know what I mean?

Oh, absolutely.

You know, one of the sentences I wrote down while watching this episode and kind of realizing not just the

theme of the episode, but almost like the thesis of the season was when you don't know who you are

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