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🗓️ 22 August 2022
⏱️ 66 minutes
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0:00.0 | Ladies and gentlemen, around the world, it's the meaning of TK Kirkland, you listen to the TK Kirkland podcast. |
0:17.0 | Okay, so basically, you know, I've been with her since I was 17. I never really got a chance to live and you know what I'm saying? |
0:29.0 | I always had to do things, you know, by the time, let's just say by the time I turned 23, I started fucking out of here. |
0:39.0 | You know, I started doing what the hell I wanted to do. And with that came a lot of mistakes. You know, I got caught up cheating. |
0:48.0 | Just with women, you know, different things. And I basically, man, I try to get out of the relationship, receive, see, it's like this. |
1:02.0 | I grew up, my parents, my mom, my dad, they weren't together, but they were too calm individuals. And I believe that you are proud of what you're involved. |
1:11.0 | So I was never argumentative person. I couldn't grew up. That was her life. That's what her dad, let me say they were a structure dysfunctional family. |
1:28.0 | Let me say, you know, her dad was a military structure, but very dysfunctional with arguing and that and she brought that into our relationship. |
1:39.0 | Right. You know, and I never understood what was going on. All this arguing and fighting, you know, and and it went on for years, years and the manipulation from |
1:55.0 | Manipi always making me feel like, you know, let me, I'm all over the place because I got so much to say, man, and I'm trying to |
2:04.0 | I got you got me family. I'm a busy guy, but you got me let's go. I'm trying to articulate it. I'm trying to, I'm trying to put it together. |
2:13.0 | Just take your time. This is the hell. Okay, so basically with me doing things like I wasn't perfect. |
2:23.0 | I was a kid, you know what I'm saying? I feel like when I was a kid, I was a kid, man, I had, you know, I was a, I could have been, I had |
2:33.0 | scholarships to go to school, play football. She was smart, but we decided to just leave and be together. I didn't want to be away from her. |
2:41.0 | I was so in love. I thought I was at that, when being that young and I really didn't know what I was getting into until a few years later, like, okay, we live |
2:52.0 | together, we're 19, we go on the church, you know, like church, the church forced us to get married, be in this relationship. |
3:00.0 | They needed one of us. It was really comfortable with, you know, and I'm so far from the church right now. I'm embracing my spirituality now, but |
3:12.0 | yeah, it's a lot, man, because emotionally, bro, I'm like, I'm so, I'm trying not to be in my emotional work. It gets |
3:29.0 | to the point where I had to be like, man, I'm being emotional, all the arguing and fighting, I used to walk away from it, like, you know, the fighting |
3:44.0 | and the scratching, you get this, you get that, not knowing that she was damaged. You know, I didn't understand that, bro, that she was damaged, and I was always, I'm sorry, I can do this. |
4:00.0 | And I'm always in the position to where I'm trying to fix this, and I could never do it. So now, you know, and then that's, I feel like that's what calls me |
4:11.0 | to go outside the mayor's like, you know what, because I wanted normal, I wanted to be able to be with a woman that I didn't have to argue or fight, |
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