I couldn't have possibly imagined having a career that was more,

what would you say?

It offered me everything I could have possibly wanted.

Also a lot of trouble, but, and so I was exceptionally fortunate in that regard but nonetheless if I had to pick my family.

Yeah, because of the quality of the experience,

you know, that I'm not just saying that out of a sense of obligation or duty

It's like no it fundamentally that was that was deeper and I tried to teach the deepest things I could conceptualize and succeeded in that at least to the degree that I could conceptualize them but still, you know, it's like no, no, when push comes to shove, especially those years I spent with Tammy in Boston when our kids were little.

It's like, man, there was something to that.

Don't miss it.

Stupid guys, don't miss that. Don't miss it. Stupid guys don't miss that. Yo, what's good everybody, this is our feast and welcome back.

I can't even say to another episode because this is not just another episode. This is not just another episode. This is not just another conversation.

This, in my opinion, I've talked to a lot of amazing people,

but this is the most anticipated episode

and conversation of my entire life. And before I introduce. and

conversation of my entire life and before I introduce the guest I gotta tell you guys a brief story

growing up my favorite holiday was Christmas

I love Christmas more than anybody. I could not sleep the night

before Christmas because I was so excited about what could come and every single

year I would write the one and only Santa Claus a letter giving him a list of all the things that I desire and I wanted for Christmas.

Every, then the next year, the next day I wake up in the morning, I go downstairs, and I look under the tree and not say my parents

were in good parents, but the letter kid I wrote Santa Claus was always accompanied with another letter from Santa Claus telling

me that this year some of the things that I wanted I wasn't going to be able to get and maybe

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