After about two years of molesting my son

and all the pornography that I had been buying, renting, swapping,

I'd got my hands on some bondage of discipline pornography

with children involved.

And some of the reading that I had done

and the pictures that I had seen showed total submission,

forcing the children to do what I wanted.

And I had eventually started using some of this bondage

and discipline with my own son.

And it had escalated to the point where I was putting a large Ziploc bag over his head

and taping it around his neck with black duct tear, black electrical tape,

and raping and molesting him at that point,

to the point that he would turn blue, pass out.

At that point I would rip the bag off his head,

not for fear of hurting him,

but because of the excitement, I was extremely aroused by inflicting pain and when I seen

him pass out and change colors that was very arousing and heightening to me and I would

rip the bag off his head and then I'd jump up on his chest, and I'd masturbate in his face

and make him suck my penis

while he was, you know, as he started to come back awake,

while he was coughing and choking, I would rape him in the mouth.

I used the same sadistic-style act of the plastic bag and the tape two, three times a week,

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