Hello everyone and welcome back to let me ruin your life with Serena Shahidi. I am your host, Serena Shahidi.

Do I say something after that? I literally can't remember. I've had a week. Okay, here's the thing.

I've been stressed, you know, being a girl boss is a full-time job and unfortunately I have things to do other than that, which is frankly tragic.

So I've been a little stressy-wessy. I've been a little tense. The other day I was going for my nightly walk.

I was walking on the east side and I saw a psychic that was open and I was like, you know what? I feel like I need this right now.

I don't know if I believe that this is a psychic or that psychics are real, but I just need it right now.

And so I got my palm red. Here's what she said. Here's what the psychic said. She, I wrote it in my notes app afterwards.

The first thing she said is that my schooling will happen in bits and pieces until my 30s, which is exciting, I suppose.

I don't know how to feel about that, but I am taking it as I'm going to drop out of FIT.

I'm not saying I'm going to drop out of FIT, but if that's, you know, if that's my future, if it's written on my palm,

oh well, what are you going to do? Guess I'll drop out. I won't. Like, maybe I should. Maybe I should.

She said, oh, she looked at me at one point and went, you're going to have a roller coaster of a love life.

And I was like, girl, do you listen to the podcast or something because you, you know it. I feel like she must be familiar with my work.

She said, I'm going to find someone soon, but they won't be a match. I'm very excited for this. I'm hoping it's something really crazy.

I can exploit for podcast content. Some like, I don't know, maybe some like Winona Ryder, Johnny Dup, drama, you know.

Just like an intense relationship between two hot people that crashes and burns.

Was there a break up that bad? Actually, I can't remember. Not that I was alive. Was I? No.

But that's what I'm hoping for right now, you know, something, something a little crazy, something with a little spice, something with a kick.

Although I honestly have not really been dating recently, just because I like, I don't know, I like staying home and being on my computer and doing things and reading.

I feel like I'm kind of over. This might be temporary, but I feel like I'm kind of over just dating because like there are men in the world and they're interested in me.

You know, I feel like that was very kind of my attitude when I first moved to New York and started school of like, oh, there are guys who want to go out with me.

And they like wear loafers or whatever the fuck my standard is. Guess I'll do it. Guess I have to also just New York right now, disgusting.

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