And on this day I happened to even have a fever like I was sick, but I just needed the money or I thought I needed the money.

Turns out I only made like 20 bucks and what I was doing was carrying the big old flats of like ice cold lemonade a huge thing like probably like two feet by two feet square and very heavy so I was like carrying it on my head running up and down the

like stadium seating.

And all that while I had like a fever.

And it was, there was no pay.

It was only on commission.

So it was like every one you sell,

you got like a few cents for.

And so you keep track of all you sell you keep the money and at the end they pay you out and I think I made like 20 bucks or something like that and they're like you can make more if you hand out pamphlets at the runoff when everyone's done. I'm like, no, fuck that. Oh my God, I can't believe that happened.

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get into the show. 3rd All right, hello friends of all varieties, this is the Hardcore Self-Help

Podcast episode 226. I'm your host Dr Robert Duff, Deaf the Psych. I make mental health content for real people just like you and I am doing something a little bit silly today.

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