I just uploaded episode 222 here on the Old Soul radio show and I guess that's probably not correct when it comes to the numbers shows I've done.

I've probably done close to 300 episodes to be honest with you. Sometimes I do shows and I think about uploading

them and the next day I sober up and think it might not be the best idea.

Maybe I was too drunk or I got too personal or some shit like that,

you know.

But I tell you this, back between episode 174 and 175 I done this episode right here and I done it for a brother mine

my brother Justin Payne

But I didn't think it was maybe the right time to air that show there. But I say, I don't get to see Justin that much.

I don't get to talk to him hardly at all.

You know, life sometimes gets in the way and all that good stuff, but I really miss my my brother I can tell you that.

I don't get to see him or talk to him like I said as much as I want to and I miss him.

We had a lot of good times together, you know, in the past and for a long time

he couldn't go nowhere, where I couldn't go nowhere. If he went somewhere without me, it was always worse W.B.

If I went somewhere without him, it was always worse Justin.

And I miss that, I really do.

And I've had him on my mind a lot lately.

So I just want him to know that I love him to death and I miss the hell out of him.

Like I said, life gets in the way.

Justin bought a house last year and he's been working his

ass off trying to get it right and I've been working my ass off and I ain't got much time and

what the sucks. ass off and I ain't got much time and but it sucks you know I guess growing up and growing old or whatever we want to call it sometimes like I said life gets in the way but nonetheless I've had

my brother Justin paint on my mind so I figure I might upload that episode for

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