Some days are terrible. You wish that you were dead and some days are magical like

great banana bread. Someday we'll be friends with the voices in our

heads. with the voices in our head the voices in our head

What up how are you that's cool. I'm great. Okay, glad we got that out of the way.

Hey, it's a girl, Christina M. Hutchinson.

This is the voices in our heads.

Thank you for taking the time out of your day.

What are you doing you spreadsheets?

You doing you spreadsheets?

You call a colin?

And you're like, yeah, boss, I boy some working but he ain't working you

listen to me hey how you doing I'm in the weird mood I'm also recording this at

three in the afternoon that's like a that's this is my peak attention time so I'm doing it for

yeah okay you didn't kill yourself I'm so happy I'm glad you didn't kill yourself because if you

did, then you wouldn't be here and that sad. You know? I'll never forget, I mean man I

have so much experience with suicide. I'm not sure well one time I tried to do it when I was 12 years old because I was like this is life is too tough I can't do it and then I took a razor and I just I basically shaved my wrist like I didn't even press hard and then it hurt and I was like,

ow! And then I was like, this is stupid, I guess I'll just live and that was it. But forgive me if I've already told this story, but I there are a guy across the street from my apartment building. I'm on the first floor. One sunny

beautiful afternoon in the summer I heard a big old plump and a guy jumped off

the building and I couldn't stop staring at his twitching body eventually dead body

because he didn't you got to jump off a higher building if you're gonna do it don't do it

though okay but if you're gonna do it, right? So anyway, I just witnessed the moments after he died and I'm like, wow, this is the world, this is, this shit, you know, life doesn't stop when you stop life keeps on going

until one day it does it and we're all gonna explode I don't know do you ever think about that sometimes

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