Check, check, check. There you go, you're good.

Hello.

Are we on? I think we're on. How do we sound? Everybody sounds good. Yeah? Hold up. All right, watch your levels. Make sure you don't come into five. I watch them on this. This is what I watch them on. This is the outgoing. All right. So I think I got them all set. Let's dive into it. I might need a Xanax for this one.

But our children like to mess with the sound here.

They think it's a toy. So Taurus here. Last you heard from her, it was from kindergarten to cancer, which was like episode 10. That was a long time ago. It's been a minute. It has been. Welcome back. Thank you. Thanks for having me. having me welcome excited to have you here thanks

besty um so we're closing at the rso story tara and john as you know are my major caretakers

the final chapter while we were going through our cell, I think that the two of you have known one

another for a long time.

Yeah.

I think this put a serious strain on your relationship.

A strain on our relationship?

I would put a strain on our relationship.

Because it was a really stressful and difficult time and you two are both the closest to me and you both think you know what's best for me, which is true, you've both know me a long time. You think you know what's best for me and you think you know what's best for me. I do not think I know what's best. And sometimes you have a difference of opinion and that's okay. I just think it's important to touch on that and it's okay to talk about

because I want people to understand that if you want to try this treatment, whoever's going to be

really close to you is going to be under an insane amount of stress. Sarah was getting phone calls

for me at what, 5 a.m. every day? Well, 5 a.m. every day. Well, let's take it back.

Okay.

Let's take it from the beginning where we left off last time.

Yeah, we left off last time.

March 8th, we kind of go to sleep with you and your, you've been up for like three days straight, not sleeping, breathing heavy all night, talking to yourself.

I'm not sleeping next to you.

We're locking the bedroom door at night while our kids are sleeping in the hallway.

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