Dude, I don't think I've completed a single task in like three months with the exception of my taxes.

And I waited to the last minute to do that and once I finished them I felt

such a profound sense of productivity.

It was unreal.

It was like I know I'm just dumping what little a little bit of my money into

fucking our Imperial Adventures but yeah I'm

I'm gonna hit record here so we can I'm recording anyway so okay no I'm according It was the first thing that I'd actually followed through to its end. Does that make sense? Like started and actually finished it. I've probably started like a dozen different books in the last month and a half and I can't finish any of them.

I cannot focus on anything like and it's the same thing with writing.

I mean I guess everybody's probably experiencing this

to some extent, but it just feels like I can't focus on anything

and I think the reason why is because it's like,

what's the point?

Like what even is the... I'm having an existential crisis I think.

I'm ask you a question. Is there any connection between that and wanting to go look at this

comment tonight? I think there is yes. You know how rare it is to get to watch a flaming rock fly past yours?

Every 6800 years man.

Exactly. You get to be...

It's kind of like an eclipse in some ways.

It's like in the grand stretch of time,

millions and billions of years.

Like you live maybe 80 fucking years.

I mean, it is just, it's really comical.

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