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you guys please forgive me I'm still sick a second week in a row but I'll be all right and

because the day we have a story that I find very interesting with a young man whose anxiety is very overwhelming. He caught my attention a week ago, but I was sick

and I couldn't get to him, so I'm getting

today and if you don't mind we're not gonna say your name because your

situation is very serious.

You just explain to me what you wrote to me and

and then tell me why you feel this way then we will dissect it.

All right and to be honest that whole day was like I was drinking like I had like a bad breakdown like it was kind of

hits me randomly so it was that day I just I was drinking drinking drinking and

I just thought it would help me my anxiety. I felt weird from waking up.

Right. And I knew something wasn't right.

So I just kept drinking. I just had a breakdown about too much things and I lived like that all day, like feeling nervous about things like, and this is hard for me to talk about because I do you want to be the first

probably second person I've ever spoke to about this and I've been living with this

since I was young you'm just tired man. It's like every I feel like everything just is just getting to me and I'm just feeling tired like I'm just here. I'm just feeling tired like I'm just here and but I'm not and it's just exhausting

like I feel like I want to give up but I just I don't want to think like that. It's just...

Okay, so what do you...

When you say you tired, you just said to explain me what you tired about?

Me fucking up to be honest with me like I feel like I just keep

fucking up like everything just stopping me like I try to do good and it's just I don't know I'm just tired like I wait I don't sleep

I've anxiety I started noticing I had anxiety recently this is kind of why it's too hard to me to explain it

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