Its website and Facebook streams lore and future members by preaching peace, love, and energy.

But inside this tight-knit group, ex members say they faced abuse and torture.

Is there revered leader the one true mother god bringing energy and peace to the world?

Or is she nothing more than a scam artist who's found a new way to fund her lifestyle?

This week's episode is Love Has One.

Your heart fills a dread, probably a murder of who wants you dead.

It could be a ghost, a demon or worse.

Perhaps you're the victim of a witch's curse.

It's hopeless, you're doomed, you'd call a priest if you could.

You'd rather just listen to who, sin is to her.

I'm going to kill you.

I consider myself a fairly smart person.

And this cult is one of the most difficult things I have had.

I just kept reading things and watching videos and I was like,

I don't understand what they believe, what are they saying?

And then I realized, oh, it's because I'm not on drugs.

And a lot of times when as a person who's done a fair share of drugs in her day,

there's some conversations that you totally get if you and your fellow person

that you're hanging out with are on drugs.

But if one of you is and the other one isn't, you're like, what are you talking about?

And that's how I felt throughout this entire process.

Well, this is a view into my lifestyle because I was always the nerd that didn't get offered

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