Some days are terrible. You wish that you were dead and some days are magical like

great banana bread. Someday we'll be friends with the voices in our

heads. with the voices in our head the voices in our head

Hey, how you doing? Oh you didn't kill yourself. Yeah, good job. Good job everybody. Welcome to

Welcome to the voices in our heads. Oh, man, I'm I'm recording this episode at the at the last possible second because I've been really

scared to do it but I've been working hard on it and this is a this is a you know I

originally put the category of this podcast as comedy and I'm going to try to make this one funny but I don't you know I am a stand-up comedian because I was

basically a clown when I was a kid and I was trying to make my mother who was bipolar

happy.

So that's why I do what I do and I'm really used to putting humor into the dark shit in life.

So I'm going to attempt to do that in this episode

But we'll see I've been crying a lot this week and it's because of these

fucking emails that you guys have been sending me. It's not, I mean I'm glad I asked for it, but I,

wow, you guys have been through a lot.

And I knew, you know, because I call us guys, we fucked.

And that podcast has opened up this whole new world of

the terrible shit that people go through when their kids that they've never told anybody which is

crazy it's not crazy It makes a lot of sense because

sometimes you don't even know when shit's crazy. shit could be crazy and if

you grew up with shit being crazy all the time you're like this is just my

shit I wouldn't say it's crazy it's just the shit I live in.

So I'm gonna be we going to talk about childhood trauma

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