So, I'm not going to do an intro. I'm not going to do my normal. What's up you guys?

I'm not going to do that because I just want to get straight to what I want to say because

I feel it heavy in my heart and I don't know. I don't know where this might go but I

feel it in my spirit to just speak and just go with my instinct on how I'm feeling. You know

sometimes we tend to pray for things whether that be a person to into our life or a situation

to happen or a blessing to come. We pray for certain things that we want to attract

or have into our lives. And sometimes we don't always get what we want. And sometimes we

get disappointed, we get discouraged, we are questioning ourselves and things like that.

I just wanted to say sometimes you may not receive what you're asking for because it's

just not for you. Sometimes God is saving you from the heartache or God is saving you

from being pissed off. And sometimes we just don't get that. You know. Just having faith

and just staying and being a good person and protecting your energy and staying prayed

up is so important. I've always known this but this week has like okay, like protecting

your energy doesn't mean like not dealing with certain people. But you know more so just

protecting your energy like what even what you give your time and energy to like you know

an awful short of this as well. But it's just like when you really get to dive and deep into

thought and feeling any motion, you just like can't give things energy if it does not serve

you if it does not do anything for you. Nourish your mind. You know, you're well-being. There's

so many negative things going on in the world. I think that's why my heart is heavy. It's just so

many things and so many things are revealing itself and unfolding. And you have to believe what

you see. And you know like people will show you who and what they are. And it's really up to you

to believe it and trust your gut and your intuition. Sometimes we have a gut feeling or thought or

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