Hello everybody, happy Thursday. How's everyone doing? I have got a very, very heavyweighted head.

And I looked at my phone this morning.

I'm recording this Wednesday.

So very, very up to date.

And it is a full moon this evening, guys, full moon.

Now, I'm not an expert, as you know,

but whenever this happens, feel extremely overwhelmed and very heavy-headed so there we go strawberry moon the lowest moon since 2006

i haven't even written that down you know so that's quite good quite good, because the memory is shocking, to be quite honest.

But thank you so much for all of your messages.

As always, I put a little shout out yesterday.

Got loads and loads to get through.

Some of them are about EastEnders questions and stuff,

about how I feel leaving and what it was like to work with certain people and advice.

So I might do a little special and save all of those because they're so sweet.

I can really sort of have a deep dive into all of that.

But thank you for those and I've starred them all and saved them.

Very organised, you see.

But I had a lovely message here from Keam in London and it said,

Hello Nat, my question for your pod, if you see it, of course I see it. I'll see all of them.

Well, as many as I possibly can. How do you stay motivated? And more importantly, how do you stay so

fearless when doing something new? I started a

YouTube channel last year dedicated to reading, that sounds brilliant, an average reader, because I was

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