Action Park Media.

Holy shit, I actually did it again.

I did not hit record.

I need to go to the studio.

I need to go visit Kevin Connolly at Action Park Media so somebody can just do the simple

thing, like hit the fucking record button.

I just spoke for 35 minutes straight.

I think it was the best thing I've ever said.

I'm not high. I'm an energetic. I have no way of repeating it. I'm not saying this is going to be

as good, but I'm just devastated because if you if you sit, I'm sitting a foot from my screen.

And there is clearly red lines with audio, whatever, the waves going across that

makes you know that it's recording. And I did not hit record, I guess, or did not look because I'm

stupid. So the best speech I've ever got, the speech that would have changed my entire life and

career and my children's is gone forever. There's no way to get it back. So I'm a moron. I need to start

going to the studio and recording. But I got back from Bend, Oregon last night. What a great

place. And I've really just thought, it's time to just, it's time to just get out of this town.

And I'm looking out my window here. LA is, it's beautiful. It's a shame that it feels like shit right now.

It's a shame that I don't have the drive or the ambition

or apparently the, you know, people coming after me to get me to work

that's making me have a real reason to stay here.

I've got a new baby.

I want to grow up in a nice, safe, happy environment.

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